Shivani's letter to a tik toker: tiktik

Hey Iam shivani u might have seen this Id commenting and liking your and your friends tik tok vid..actually..my hands are shaking..sorry ok let me come to point..this is not any love proposal so dont worry but just read this please or nothing it's a kind of closure..basically iam not very fond of tik tok and I just used to open in my free time when I scroll thru videos I find ur vid and I just go to ur account and watch other vid and was so interested to like and comment but then I thought u guys are tik tok stars so wont reply and a month back I saw u guys reply so I registered this tik tok account and started liking and commenting that u notice.. srsly iam being true I basically live a normal life..my life consists of just education and family..nothing else but I dont know why iam so attracted towards u I dont say this as love,fan following coz i am confused person and I never can choose my fav ppl it's just keeps on changing with time u know updation..and I wont say this as attraction and infatuation..iam basically an introvert and cant Express anything properly..but yes I get jealousy when u reply others comments and u ignore me like i try to write comments frm my heart so I try my best u notice and atleast reply..dont know what's happening..if iam ur fan I wouldn't care coz I dont think abt my fav stars while sleeping ri8 but ya I think abt u I think abt talking to u..honestly I was thinking abt how to express it over here..see if u wont reply now also iam fine just requesting to read this that's it..truly it's not that I got attracted to ur tik tok vid I got attracted to u as a person u know without talking to u I know lot abt u coz I read ur eyes..iam srsly not joking I know lot abt u not ur personal stuff though but i know abt ur internal behaviour..i know that ur kind,helpful and believe in honest people and make them as friends,u can do anything for ur friends there's never a place for jealousy in ur friendship and ya ur mama's boy, and u dont love acting much but u want to be a star..u just make tik tok vid as ur hobby and ya u love non-veg and ya for u ppl externally doesnt matter what matters to u is there behaviour there honesty u only like ppl who are honest and understanding..u are simple and ya u want to make ur parents proud.. and u cant sit at one place u love to socialize and keep flying ..this is all I found abt u.. see I know ur stardom life is different than ur personal life and I respect that..this is all iam attracted to and iam not attracted to u but ur behaviour and yesterday in live I felt bad coz I messaged several times but u ignored that was ok..I forced myself saying that this never will happen that u will talk to me and all that's why I tried to not watch ur tik tok vid, tried to delete the account and even commented as 'bro' and after this also I wasnt able to be away frm u..surely I wont say this as love or other coz I dont know u and u dont know me...iam sorry iam very shameful that after I said 'bro' I said all this things that is wrong iam sorry but I wanted to finish this after telling u and please dont take message so personal..if u feel this message as stupid then just think iam appreciating u and that's it but when I commented ri8 for first time I was happy ur friends liked and replied and I was waiting for u to reply and like but u ignored my messages u know I had to think 1 hr to reply something so that u notice and reply.. ur friends did that and u didnt and after yesterday's live u completely ignored so ya thought I would grow so possesive and as I believe it's time to change my destiny myself so iam dng it..see iam not attracted to ur appearance and ur beautiful smile but I dont know..so please read this and if u feel this as stupid then take as appreciating letter or message and please dont tell abt this to ur friends and ya dont think i have crush on u.. I dont.. after reading till here u would have got to know ri8 that iam the most confused and iam stupid,lost..and I still dont believe that it is me ..I believe in love those true wala love but I never wanted in life coz I didnt want to lose my family who is with me frm my childhood so I never loved anyone I ignore guys but I dont know what is this...sorry for such deep and huge message..hope u read this I wrote everything..after u read this I cant face u at all.. that's why I thought of leaving tik tok see I didnt come to this to do vid i came here to just comment and like ur vid I wanted to be noted and probably my feelings r out here..I am telling u all this coz I cant hide anything so I have a habit of spilling the beans so i have no choice and I dont want to tell anyone so Iam telling u so that everything in me vanishes and u get to know that even very strict girls melt for u..so ya this is me.. and ya thank you for getting attracted pls be like this always and I pray u get honest and true ppl in ur life..so hereafter Iam leaving this tik tok platform coz I fear that I will get more attracted..so ya in these 24 hrs I will leave..

ps: couldn't add emoji's😂😂 and this is real I dont have intention of cheating u or playing coz I am simple and Iam very straight forward so ya have fun and enjoy ur life..I want to know u personally but u dont like me and u ignore me so it's fine...

THIS IS MY FRIEND WHO SENT THIS WHOLE MESSAGE TO A TIK TOK STAR SHE ADMIRES..AND IAM SURE EVEN U GUYS WOULD HAVE SOMEONE SO LIKED AND U WOULD HAVE TRIED TO SEND ..

SO WANTED TO SHARE MY FRIEND'S OBSESSION LETTER..

NOW EVERYTHING IS SORTED AND SHE MOVED ON IN LIFE..

THAT WAS THE SWEET MEMORY OF HER LIFE..

PLEASE READ IT AS IT HAS MANY DIMENSIONS OF HER FEELINGS..🙏🙏🙏🙏

thanks shivani for letting ur story in my writco account✍✍🙏🙏🙏

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nehu_00
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