" Love your parents & grand parents, if you ask me the definition of true love it's them, since i don't have any good memories about my ma, it's all about my grandmother! ".

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I was thinking about myself as a failure in every shape & every corner, i've been a total mess if you ask me, i was a living a life where i see nothing but people with different level of lessons which can destroy everything you have, out of nowhere she step into the mess, her words seems to lend me strength, a wakeup call to the reality i start obeying her, those priceless moments of life, where i've been smiling my heart out & holding her hand as long as i want, walking and lifting her in the air, having food in the same plates, those lil arguments & the damned power of those slaps, the tears we shed together wasn't enough, i yearn more! but the cycle of life betrayed me again, tears start gathering around my cheeks, blinding the eyes to recall those memories again & again, like I'm having a war with my own thoughts to stop a self destruction. true love always exist, yes it was her, the definition of true love,
walking away from her grave, memories trapped me in the cage of eternal illness.
my thoughts start thrembling & paralyzed me in the world of thoughts.
© vichus