I must confess it was a sweet love, I enjoyed every bit of him, he was like the perfect guy for me, honestly I could say that a million times. We met at a restaurant and at first I was rude, yeah but as fate would have it, we met again at a party.
We apologized to each other and so we became friends..which grew to be best friends. He was someone I could trust with my life, years and years past and our friendship was still there.
I grew up to love him more than a best friend, I fought with it, I must be honest.
I pushed my feelings a million times, he wasn't even giving me the vibe to approach him so I had to lock up my feelings alot of times.
We went to different outings, dressed the same, made lots of videos with the best friends tag but deep down, I knew I wanted more.
Fortunately for me, he approached me one fateful day and poured out his feelings to me, he didn't wanted to affect our friendship so he could not tell me but it was all good because I loved him too..
Then our love story began, it felt cool. He sure loved me alot. He was willing to sacrifice everything for me which was something I loved about him...
Until some nuts just entered me and I started taking his love for granted, I was confident of the fact that he loved me so much and I joked with it..I started eyeing another guy at my neighborhood and so I broke up with him so I'd do what I loved..he begged me alot because he really wanted me, but I was damn blind to see all those..
Sadly ever, my new love did not go well and I realized the difference between the two guys, I appreciated my first love the more and so I thought of going to apologize to him, I tried calling his line but it wasn't going through, I guess he hated me.
I went to his compound to meet him maybe then he will know I was serious but I met something shocking to me.. people were sad and the house was kinda full, I wondered what was going on so I asked his mom if I could talk to babe for a while.
She hissed and tried walking away, I stopped her and begged her that it was really serious and she said..
He dated you because that was the last thing he wanted to do before his life chances elapse, he had cancer, he was dying ally but you broke him, you left even before the time he will tell you his last goodbye. Anyway he has a letter for you, those are his last words for you.
I read his letter and it was more like I wanted to end my life too, I broke him first even before death did.
©ogheneyoma