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Taken For Granted
Allira is known to be a bad-ass woman since she was young. But as time she grew older, she learned to value herself. It was not that easy for her because when the time she decided to change, the world turned its back from her.
People doesn't want to accept her anymore. They loathe her, they despise her.
To add more to it, she's usually out of trend among her classmates that's why she's prone to bullying and negative criticism.
But despite all of that, there were still some who had seen her changes. They were the ones who pushed her to be a better version of herself.
She's not the same person who usually cuss to other people.
She doesn't insult others anymore.
She's not the disrespectful girl she was before.
She manage to handle her temper very well.
She turned to be a kind, helpful, and generous type of girl.
But despite those positive changes she had, others still took advantage of her kindness.
Everytime she gets angry when they treat her badly, her haters always increase.
She knew there's still something lacking in her. She knew there's still something that didn't change in her.
So as the saying goes, "It's difficult to kill those old habits that you're used to".
High school made it even difficult for her to be better. It's a phase in life wherein it's difficult to socialize, hard to be alone, and easy for others to play and toy you.
But it didn't discouraged her to stop her goal to change. She did her best to change other people's perspective towards her.
However, at the end of the day, she always gets hurt and repeatedly abused.
Until she had enough. She surrendered and accepted her defeat because she wasn't able to take all the pain and sorrow she felt.
It's even too late for her mother to approach her and talk to her because that time, she's emotionally and mentally tired of everything.
One day at school, her hope dropped down to the ground because that's the day she was awaken by the truth that whatever she does, no one will ever accept her.
It's already too late. The moment she changed and started to act mature, no one even sees her or noticed her.
She felt like she's just a thing that after you use, you'll just throw her like a trash.
That's why when she went home, a demon entered her mind and prepared a rope she'll use.
Using the things she learned, she was able to create a rope of death. But before she continue with her plan, she took a pen and a paper.
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.
.
.
.
Allira went to her room to commit suicide. Her mother can't even believe that her daughter could do it to herself. She can't even understand why her daughter did such a thing.
Below the dead body of Allira, there's a letter with dried tears in it.
"It's so fucking exhausting to change for nothing"
.
.
.
.
.
Most of her teachers and classmates can be seen at her funeral. They didn't know the reason behind her death because her family hid it from the public.
While looking at Allira's coffin, most of her classmates can't stop themselves from uttering a message.
"She always helps us in our lessons especially if it's too hard for us to understand"
"If there's something that we need, she's always there to offer help".
And in front, the guy whom Allira admire the most stood up to reach her coffin.
"I'm not numb Allira, I know you like me because among all of our classmates, I'm the one that you always help the most. Even though we quarrel most of the time, you're always at my back to support me. One thing I regret the most is not to be able to express to you that you've become very special to me"
.
.
.
but those message are already useless because the person they're talking to is already gone...dead! She won't be able to hear those words from the people who considered her as a nobody.
Allira died with the thought that she's a worthless piece of shit to everyone.
Tired and felt like her life was useless,
because no one made her feel that she's accepted.
because the time that she's in need, no one helped her.
but instead, they took her for granted and abused her kindness.
© MidnightArt24
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People doesn't want to accept her anymore. They loathe her, they despise her.
To add more to it, she's usually out of trend among her classmates that's why she's prone to bullying and negative criticism.
But despite all of that, there were still some who had seen her changes. They were the ones who pushed her to be a better version of herself.
She's not the same person who usually cuss to other people.
She doesn't insult others anymore.
She's not the disrespectful girl she was before.
She manage to handle her temper very well.
She turned to be a kind, helpful, and generous type of girl.
But despite those positive changes she had, others still took advantage of her kindness.
Everytime she gets angry when they treat her badly, her haters always increase.
She knew there's still something lacking in her. She knew there's still something that didn't change in her.
So as the saying goes, "It's difficult to kill those old habits that you're used to".
High school made it even difficult for her to be better. It's a phase in life wherein it's difficult to socialize, hard to be alone, and easy for others to play and toy you.
But it didn't discouraged her to stop her goal to change. She did her best to change other people's perspective towards her.
However, at the end of the day, she always gets hurt and repeatedly abused.
Until she had enough. She surrendered and accepted her defeat because she wasn't able to take all the pain and sorrow she felt.
It's even too late for her mother to approach her and talk to her because that time, she's emotionally and mentally tired of everything.
One day at school, her hope dropped down to the ground because that's the day she was awaken by the truth that whatever she does, no one will ever accept her.
It's already too late. The moment she changed and started to act mature, no one even sees her or noticed her.
She felt like she's just a thing that after you use, you'll just throw her like a trash.
That's why when she went home, a demon entered her mind and prepared a rope she'll use.
Using the things she learned, she was able to create a rope of death. But before she continue with her plan, she took a pen and a paper.
.
.
.
.
.
Allira went to her room to commit suicide. Her mother can't even believe that her daughter could do it to herself. She can't even understand why her daughter did such a thing.
Below the dead body of Allira, there's a letter with dried tears in it.
"It's so fucking exhausting to change for nothing"
.
.
.
.
.
Most of her teachers and classmates can be seen at her funeral. They didn't know the reason behind her death because her family hid it from the public.
While looking at Allira's coffin, most of her classmates can't stop themselves from uttering a message.
"She always helps us in our lessons especially if it's too hard for us to understand"
"If there's something that we need, she's always there to offer help".
And in front, the guy whom Allira admire the most stood up to reach her coffin.
"I'm not numb Allira, I know you like me because among all of our classmates, I'm the one that you always help the most. Even though we quarrel most of the time, you're always at my back to support me. One thing I regret the most is not to be able to express to you that you've become very special to me"
.
.
.
but those message are already useless because the person they're talking to is already gone...dead! She won't be able to hear those words from the people who considered her as a nobody.
Allira died with the thought that she's a worthless piece of shit to everyone.
Tired and felt like her life was useless,
because no one made her feel that she's accepted.
because the time that she's in need, no one helped her.
but instead, they took her for granted and abused her kindness.
© MidnightArt24
Hi readers, Do support my story. Please Like and Follow me to read more of my writings. 😊 Thanks and enjoy reading.
