Chapter 8: No self control part 1.
WARNING!
This chapter has extremely sexual content of involving two guys.
If that's not your cup of coffee and boy love is not your thing than don't read.
This is erotic and explicit 21+
Eastern's pov.
(Before the Kiss, like an hour before)
I directed Nicolas to the Kitchen where I pulled his chair for him.
"You surprise me Eastern,
Should I mentally prepare that you might pull the chair away before I could sit down?"
Said Nicolas shooting me a suspicious look.
"Why don't you find out mhm?"
I said, realizing that his has a right to think so.
"Tell me about yourself."
Nicolas asked me as we ate the Italian dish that I made.
"I'm a man driven by his heart before his mind.
Meaning there won't be competition between you, my job or family.
You will always come first to me and I'll value all your feelings.
If something horrible happens you can believe that I would take a day off to support you.
I will hold you and tell you that you can count on me.
Tell you that you Don't have to go through it all alone and that I will shoulder every pain with you.
Any Man that tries to hurt you will have their neck broken in 30 directions.
I'm open to being bottom even though I'm a top,
because your comfort and pleasure is my priority.
You can believe that I will love you more and more each day."
I looked at Nicolas very nervously.
I said way too much for a first date.
" Do you love me?"
Nicolas asked looking into my eyes.
"I won't deny that I do.
I feel drawn to you.
I have this feeling that since I've met you.
I feel a rush of happiness and your presence makes me float.
I genuinely feel like You probably the only person in the world who could hurt me."
I said feeling my eyes water as a single tear was shed.
I hate being vulnerable and talking about my feelings.
Because it pains me expose my weaknesses so soon.
Especially after being heartbroken so many times.
...
This chapter has extremely sexual content of involving two guys.
If that's not your cup of coffee and boy love is not your thing than don't read.
This is erotic and explicit 21+
Eastern's pov.
(Before the Kiss, like an hour before)
I directed Nicolas to the Kitchen where I pulled his chair for him.
"You surprise me Eastern,
Should I mentally prepare that you might pull the chair away before I could sit down?"
Said Nicolas shooting me a suspicious look.
"Why don't you find out mhm?"
I said, realizing that his has a right to think so.
"Tell me about yourself."
Nicolas asked me as we ate the Italian dish that I made.
"I'm a man driven by his heart before his mind.
Meaning there won't be competition between you, my job or family.
You will always come first to me and I'll value all your feelings.
If something horrible happens you can believe that I would take a day off to support you.
I will hold you and tell you that you can count on me.
Tell you that you Don't have to go through it all alone and that I will shoulder every pain with you.
Any Man that tries to hurt you will have their neck broken in 30 directions.
I'm open to being bottom even though I'm a top,
because your comfort and pleasure is my priority.
You can believe that I will love you more and more each day."
I looked at Nicolas very nervously.
I said way too much for a first date.
" Do you love me?"
Nicolas asked looking into my eyes.
"I won't deny that I do.
I feel drawn to you.
I have this feeling that since I've met you.
I feel a rush of happiness and your presence makes me float.
I genuinely feel like You probably the only person in the world who could hurt me."
I said feeling my eyes water as a single tear was shed.
I hate being vulnerable and talking about my feelings.
Because it pains me expose my weaknesses so soon.
Especially after being heartbroken so many times.
...