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Chapter 8: No self control part 1.
WARNING!
This chapter has extremely sexual content of involving two guys.
If that's not your cup of coffee and boy love is not your thing than don't read.

This is erotic and explicit 21+

Eastern's pov.

(Before the Kiss, like an hour before)

I directed Nicolas to the Kitchen where I pulled his chair for him.

"You surprise me Eastern,
Should I mentally prepare that you might pull the chair away before I could sit down?"

Said Nicolas shooting me a suspicious look.

"Why don't you find out mhm?"

I said, realizing that his has a right to think so.

"Tell me about yourself."

Nicolas asked me as we ate the Italian dish that I made.

"I'm a man driven by his heart before his mind.
Meaning there won't be competition between you, my job or family.
You will always come first to me and I'll value all your feelings.
If something horrible happens you can believe that I would take a day off to support you.
I will hold you and tell you that you can count on me.
Tell you that you Don't have to go through it all alone and that I will shoulder every pain with you.
Any Man that tries to hurt you will have their neck broken in 30 directions.
I'm open to being bottom even though I'm a top,
because your comfort and pleasure is my priority.
You can believe that I will love you more and more each day."

I looked at Nicolas very nervously.

I said way too much for a first date.

" Do you love me?"

Nicolas asked looking into my eyes.

"I won't deny that I do.
I feel drawn to you.
I have this feeling that since I've met you.
I feel a rush of happiness and your presence makes me float.
I genuinely feel like You probably the only person in the world who could hurt me."

I said feeling my eyes water as a single tear was shed.

I hate being vulnerable and talking about my feelings.

Because it pains me expose my weaknesses so soon.

Especially after being heartbroken so many times.

"I didn't know you felt that way about me.
Nor did I think you were capable of it.
You presented yourself as a joker with an ice heart.
Driving me up the wall within seconds of meeting you.
I love this kind side of you and this openness.
I also low key love it when you being a rude asshole.
Your words went to my heart and warmed me inside."

Said Nicolas as he grabbed my hands in his looking in my eyes.

Does he love me? And why is it too hard for me to ask him?

I guess I'm recognizing that I'm not strong enough to swallow possible rejection.

I was pulled out of my thoughts by Nicolas sitting on me and straddling me.

I dared not move and ruin anything but it was so hard for me.

He was so close that our faces were inches apart.

And damn does he smell Devine. He smells like a paradise island.

I became dizzy in seconds when his lips kissed mine gently.

It was a peck but my heart was beating so fast I thought I would pass out.

Than Nicolas licked my bottom lip, surprised I gasped to which he slipped in his delicious tongue inside my mouth.

I like how his tongue moved in my mouth, dominating, passionate and rough.

His arms were on my shoulders as he tilted his head to the side to get more of me.

My whole body tingled and I felt something new.

Sparks of electricity on my spine, butterflies in my tummy.

I could of defy gravity if it was possible and touched the roof.

Even more so when we were chest to chest.

Nicolas' heart was Racing like mine but that all I could grasp.

He really took me out of my world and sent me to a magic place.

Nicolas broke the kiss breathless looking at me with glassly eyes.

"I want to make love to you right now."

He said sobering me up quickly.

"I told you I don't do one night stands."

I said reminding him of my standards.

"Please, I promise to be gentle, I want you so bad right now."

Said Nicolas before kissing me.

Immediately forgot what I was thinking and melting into the kiss.

I felt naked and realized that Nicolas took my clothes off while we were kissing.

"I'm not sure that you want to be with me.
We about to go to a point of no return
and I'll have every right to own you if we go on."

I said completely aroused and feeling light.

"Please East, Let me love you. I don't think I will be able to control myself any longer."

Said Nicolas as he kissed on my neck making me forget who I was and where I was.

"Do it. You have my consent."

I said caught in lust and love.
losing my mind with the flick of his tongue on my sensitive neck.

The kisses didn't stop trailing down my neck to my nipples.

His tongue licked my nipples and a moan left my throat.

Nicolas circled the other one with his index finger before also gracing it with attention.

He grinded on top of me as he went back to kissing my lips.

My hands moved from his waist to grab his ass and massaged it.

This was everything and nothing felt better than right now.

"I want to taste you."
Said Nicolas before guiding his hands from my neck,

to my chest than down my abs to rest it gently on my dick over my pants.

"I bet taste as good as I imagine."

Said Nicolas as he climb off my lap and kneeled infront of me.

I was clueless as what to do.

The position we were in looked dangerous from any angle.

I felt a type of way about the top view he offered me.

Looking submissive but nothing was submissive about his eyes.

They intimidated me first eye fucking me before his lips smirking.

Almost as if telling me that he knew something that I didn't.

Then Nicolas begin to stroke me through my pants.

I immediately stood up to free myself off my underwear.

"Holy fuck you are huge!
I'll be surprised if I can fit your tip inside my mouth."

Said Nicolas as he eyed my dick in admiration.

13 inches and 5 inches wide when I'm fully erect.

I moaned as Nicolas Stroked me with both of his hands.

"Not in my wildest dreams,
did I think I'll be this excited about touching another man's dick.
Even to go as far and loving his facial reactions.
You have no idea how hot you look with your face like that."

Said Nicolas before licking my tip.

goosebumps cover my skin as his warm wet tongue twirled around the head of my dick.

Before gently licking the slight causing me to moan loudly.

"Your moans are so sexy East, I could become undone just by listening to them."

Said Nicolas before swallowing my dick inche by inches.

I was moaning not believing my eyes as he took me down his throat,
Till his lips were resting on my balls.

I moaned loudly at the sensation of been taken all the way inside,
so deep for so long.

He slowly came up until he was all the way out.

"How? How did you do that?"

I looked at Nicolas in disbelief, wasn't he straight?

Where could he have practiced controlling his gag reflexes?

"Well I've secretly used sex toys of all sizes.
Ofcorse to add excitement never as practice for something like this.
Before you I probably would have never tried this."

Said Nicolas making me smile at the realization that he didn't know.

Nicolas was a bottom and didn't know.

It was why he loved the feeling of having something big fill his throat,
to stretch it and overwhelm him.

But I didn't want to scare him with the truth and decided he will find out himself.

"Did it feel good? You want me to do it again?"

asked Nicolas before swallow me into his mouth before I could reply.

Than he said something dangerous.

"I want you to do it.
I want to lie down while you use my throat.
I like it deep, rough and fast."

Said Nicolas so casually like he didn't just give me permission to do my worse.

I don't want to hurt him just because he said I could.

I slid in half way watching his eyes water.









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