the relationships that surround us, are told by all that they r my strength but they forgot they r the weakness too, why their actions hurt us the most ,why can't we stop being overthinking about them ,why our happiness depend on their smily face ,why their pain wet our eyes, why our life depends on their living , why we have to face their agony their fear and have accept their actions as our fate why all our efforts is just to make them happy,why we restrict our wishes so that they don't feel dissatisfied but why we are bound by all this why can't we be carefree i didn't get it ,they hurt us deeply and their one tear melt our heart and if we hurt them we get burnt by guilt, and even if they left us then also we blame ourselves..but actually we too are also responsible for hurting ourselves by expecting too much and if they don't met we again feel bare handed actually now i get it that the happiness and sorrows in every person's life is only due to these relationships,even if we left them but our whole existence is so occupied by them that we can't fled away but i want to flee but then desires in me stops me from spirituality and so this circle goes on and on