Feelings, coming, going,
Thick, fast, and strong,
I know that the way I feel is so wrong,
I'm holding onto nothing,
As the waves come crashing down,
I'm trying to hold on,
Because I'm so afraid to drown,
My breath is almost gone,
As icy waters fill my lungs.

© cloudy blue

I'm so sorry that I hurt you,
I see it in your eyes,
But it's those very same eyes,
That told me those lies,
Each time,
Every time,
For all time,
Because the eyes can not lie,
I want you in my life,
Someway, somehow,
For we have a history,
Not of this time,
A connection that keeps me,
recoiling back to you,
But each time,
With each turn of the axis,
There is less of you,
A memory of you,
A vagueness about you
like your growing and changing
And I can't keep up to you.

© cloudy blue