The story of a girl that admire so much to the person she like,she trying to write something on her diary to express her feeling and the story behind herself.There's no one she can rely on her secret even for her friends. Every day and who knows where it will go?
Chapter 1
4/21/20
When I first saw him playing basketball ,my heart suddenly stop.Because how many months pass I been studying there even though we have the same department course,I really didn't see how cool he was.Just until now I saw him playing ,he was so handsome,cool and his smile really make me fall in love with him.Will what I've done is really very embarrassing I took his photo its just stolen shot and I make it a wallpaper to my phone and I even confess him at the confession page of our school and that didn't turn well,because every comment of his friends is making my heart turn to pieces.Its something that turn me down easily.
4/22/20
In that morning I thought I will not seeing him.My classroom was in the first floor and his admire room was in the second floor,I barely saw him because we are have separated room but,I really desperate to see him after class I go to the second floor just to see him but in secretly ways.I just walking in hall way and have a peek just a second, but I think he noticed and I suddenly look away,in a minutes I look back at him,but it seem that it was nothing.Maybe its just my imagination that he had interest on me.I go back to my classroom after that, because I still have a class.
In the afternoon I have no guts to go back,I'm to shy maybe he will discovered why I always there even though my room was in the first floor.After I got home I took my phone and I'll stalk him in the social media and I like every status that he post.
4/23/20
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In the morning I didn't saw him until now.And I tried to go to the second floor having some business but I still didn't see him.Maybe he had class duty,?maybe he has no class,?or maybe he was busy?.
4/24/20
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4/25/20
Yesterday,I barely write about what happened cause I still didn't see him.This noon after eating my lunch together with my classmate,I saw him and it's my chance.After I finish eating I go to the counter because he was there to order some food and my gosh he so cute,handsome and cool but, I pretend to buy something too,so I can go close to him.His classmates was with him bad timing,they might know,.I walk away immediately so that they didn't suspicious something.At least I saw him that noon,and that make me so much happy.I can't even describe what I feel every time I saw him.I hope everyday will be that day.The class just start,unexpectedly he was passing by the hall way that I can easily see him.My heart beat so fast and I just stared at him ,he look at my way I suddenly look away so that he won't know that I starting at him.After my class ended,I went to the second floor to pass something to my teacher,and I saw him with his classmates,its just something that all of them always staring at me or maybe its just my imagination.This evening us usual,I always stalk in his social media account,staring at her photo.I'm a stalker now and who cares no one knows.

Every past few days the girl is also busy with her clinical practice in hospital same with the boys.The girl barely saw the boy and she just focusing his study.How many days past,the girl barely write in her diary.Waiting for the right moment to tell the boy how she's feel but,still she has no guts to tell the boy.Until the end of the month they both busy of there clinical practice duty on the hospital.The girl finds a way to distract herself by study.

5/05/20
This days we have an activity to celebrate our college day,me and my classmate were busy to decorate something and preparing food for the celebration.Some of them were decorated to the outside of our room,until one of my friends ask for my help.I went outside to help,until I saw him,we both helping to decorate outside of our department.Its was unexpected for how many days I didn't see him,just now its make me happy.
5/06/20
We have 1 week to celebrate our college days.Its very exhausted,because we must finished all the decor within 2days.So that we can start the celebration,even though I'm to busy I still have a chance to stare at him.He so cool,handsome.I really admired him.
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