It's at times like these that I ask myself; is he really worth it? How can someone that I have been with for more than a decade not understand why I am not a fan of spending time at his ancestral home?!? Why does he still suggest that I should go and spend time with people who he is very well aware will never accept me?!? Does he not notice how drained I am after the visits to that home?!?! Does he just not care about my mental wellbeing? It's at times like these...