Me and my family was just a simple family
I grew up as a batter child, for me and my sister experience physical abuse by our parents, scolds us, hitting us with a bromm stick, woods or anything they can hold for, slapping us through our faces, or body, and my mom is also a battered wife for she receives punches from my father I'd he gets drunk, slap, kick, push to the wall and worst point a knife but thankful it didn't went through.
I admit at my elementary and high school I hated my parents especially my dad, for he is always drunk every day.
And the truth that's why I have a trauma to those drunk people because of him and that's why I prefer to be single because of his kind of man.
But as I go to college or ages I have realized that's without them I am not in here that inspite of their imperfection my life is still better than other children who is being maltreated buy their parents, harrased or assaulted by their father or better than those who are in the street without a home or family to be called.
And as time goes by I also understand my dad why he was like that because he also grew up with a lot of misjudgement by his sisters, brother or family, even when he is a teen yes my father is an alcoholic, smoker and a gambler that's what his bad habits but he never cheated or hurt my mom with other girl like others and he never lies to anyone or never took granted for something, he works hard, he tries to raised us on his own even if he needs to sell our land to his sister for us just to finish our studies, yes he is a imperfect human being just like everyone of us, his sister or brother treated him as like nothing for his bad habits and for his bad habits he judge them of being a bad or they always pity him and makes fun of him, in our big family we are like the lease likable ones because of our father habits while my mom is just silent for she doesn't want our lives to be more complicated because my relatives were all a professional and they have favorites in the family and we aren't them.
Growing up, I always pity my other cousins for my auntie will always say yes to them easily and will give them better clothes, toys and anything but in us we are given what is the least on or the one that is not being chosen or little but I was just little in those times so I didn't mind them atleast I have something. As I grew up I started the different treatment of my other aunties towards my family, my father is a joker in the family he is a positive man, a man who do what her sisters will say he can be slave to his farm with less payment he won't complain but then he is the one that my uncle or aunties will blame for some miscalculation, problem in the their farm, my dad will be mad but later on he forgives them easily but deep inside he was hurt, he can't open up his problems to anyone so he kept them to himself even when he was a teen thats why until now he has sulk in his sisters and brothers because of their action or because on what they have done to him before.
That's why me and my family always the one who receives all his rants towards his sisters or brother and even our mistake he always bringing them up to us when he is drunk especially my mom he always blame her for their miserable life but the truth it was all my father he is a strict but has a kind heart, he is a drunk person but he was broken inside him, he...