I can't stop it. I can't.

whenever I think of him...

my hearts goes fast.

his cute wavey brown hair and his red small lips.

his emerald eyes so enchanting when you stare at it from a distance.

his perfect tanned skin and way he stands. like a tower staring down at midgit people.

the only thing on my mind when I am home. only thing to get me in to a trance away from this mind boggling and tortuous home.

my mind no one can come in or read it. my thoughts my alone.

Hehe.

knock knock

"come in"

I stand up from the bed. the monster come in with her red contact wide eyes. giving me a death stare.

"what do you want Emily?"

"what the fuck you told your stupid little friends dumbass about Mike!"

"about?"

"you know what the hell you on about"

I race back to my head thinking of what she saying then it clicked. Of what Mike did to me during the barbecue party.

"oh Emily it true"

"shut up freak, Mike wouldn't do that even especially to a gay wad like you"

Emily came in closer to me. I stepped back and back until she corner me to my bedroom wall.

"Emily get away from me. you're scaring me"

Emily raised left arm and suddenly smacked me on face. multiple times and even pulled on hair until clumps of it was on her hand.

I stumped on bed room floor shouting at her to stop. she started to kick me.

I grabbed her foot and yanked her down to floor. ahhh she screamed.

swiftly my dad come in to the room faster.

"what the hell are you doing to Emily Simon let her go you disappointment!"

she got up with my father and left my on floor to wallow in my pain.

I closed my eyes.

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