The truth is, I'm not holding back anymore. I'm not hiding in my shame or wallowing in self-pity, I'm ready to live life and do the things I've always wanted to and dreamed about. It is beyond me how I ever thought that hiding in the shadows and remaining in this sort of closed off lifestyle was good enough, because it's not and it wasn't. I have so much that I want to do, why should I wait for the right time? Is there ever a right time? I'm going for it. I'm going to be bold and unstoppable and determined to live the best life that I possibly can. Nothing and no one will stand in my way. With recovery, all things are possible and I'm continuing to learn that. I have so much to offer the world and share with the world, so much is yet to come.