I was 18 aiming to crack Medical entrance..
tried for an year but failed at first attempt..
waited an year again & gave my better try..
& yeah failed again..
People atarted to lose hope & trust in my capability..
But never bothered & prepared mentally for another try..
convincing parents with hell of conditions..
On attempting entrance, results were out on 14th day..
Yeah! successfully got rejected again with a border of 2 marks..
felt ashamed, depressed, no words left to explain..

Joined agriculture as promised on condition if failed again..
Native changed, New friends, New fun..
but the guilt of being lost never faded away. With a new ray of Hope changed mindset & started preparing for exam in silence.
Exam day arrived in about 5 months.. Stress & fear started ruin my confidence levels.. leaving everything behind.. Meditated for a while & gave my best shot.
Results were out in no time..
& Yeah!! this is the most emotionally stressed out moment filled with excitement & tears.
But this time everything has changed.. Parents whose eyes were usually filled with pain & sadnesa were now filled with happiness & excitement.
Friends & Family who criticized & mocked at my failure now strated to praise & congratulate for setting an examole for hardwork & believing in dreams.

Rejections might change every aspect of life..
It could even bring you to a phase
where you no more feel like living..
But things that only things that live up are
Hope & Trust which brings you Up.

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