"are you okay?" he asked as I snapped from my daydream or the constant blankness my face gave as my eyes over flooded with sadness and grief as a slight shine of light swimming around it as a sign I'm still alive." yeah" I chuckled with a half-smile but a chuckle of exhaustion only slipped past my lips, "yeah, I'm okay. still." I said with a gentle and sad forced smile, "ya do know it's not your fault right?" I looked at him on my right as he sat beside me while he tilted his head as his other brow reached for the sky but slightly downed like it knew it had no hope. He was concerned, I knew that, but... How many times have...