It was February 8th, I was completely dead inside and after several breaks, my innocent tender heart was almost dead broken.
It's like I wasn't breathing.
My mind was empty and my heart was crying again and again, even after always having hope, I hold myself back.
I was a devotee, still I was asking God, why?? Why ? Why I'm always ?
After knowing the karmic cycle and knowing that I was suffering for the deeds of my past life, still I used to think and ask why am I ?
When will my sufferings end?

And he was actually talking to me through meditation and divine message.
He was saying, my baby just start learning as much as you can and start loving yourself.
I am with you and you know I am always with you whenever you feel breathless.
He wiped my tears and...