It's always been me vs me since the day I was born. I battle with depression, trauma, anxiety and other issues since childhood and I'm using my voice to speak out. I was a former drinker and smoker who have been clean and sober for almost three years now. I used to train in boxing and judo as a child and although I haven't had any training in twenty years, I'm NOT afraid relearn from scratch. I was abused by my sperm donor and I also was abused by my first ex girlfriend. I was bullied as a child and the truth is that I want to relearn self defense so that I could finally heal from the traumas of my past once and for all. What I'm afraid of is that I would look like a fool when I relearn martial arts from scratch. Again, I'm not afraid to relearn from...