Hey monster, of a father! Remember how disappointed you was when I was with child at age 19, that you tried to figure out how I could lose him? Guess what!? I'm disappointed in you as well! You was supposed to protect me and show me what a father should be like since the beginning, but you didn't! I wish you could be a father to me, I wish I could know how it actually feels like. But I can't and won't ever know, because you want to be a sick, wicked old man! I don't understand why God let you become my father, when you never was one to me. All the shit I been through in my life, that I don't understand why or how I...