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That one question!
#WritcoStoryPrompt115
Do you want to live because you are afraid to die?
That's the question
I ask myself
every single time when I get depressed
it push me to the edge of my life
where I just want to let myself fall and see
where I end up after falling
from the bridge of my life
that was holding me back till now
or else I just wanted to end my life long ago
and that's why I'm still alive
while holding to that single string of faith
which I have in my life
and that question still lingers on my mind that why didn't I tried to jump off of that clif when literally
I was dying from inside
with every single breathe I was taking
Sometime it was damn hard for me
to even breathe
But why I was still holding on to that
rope when I lost the last hope
which I had
I even thought that maybe I'm a coward
who can't even do a simple thing
but who am I kidding? was attempting to suicide a simple thing?
No right it's a big and dangerous step to take in one's life and the only people would take
who are most broken in their life and I am one of them.
or am I not cause I'm not died yet why?
why I'm still alive and breathing in the fresh air? Doing my daily routine as per needed.
Am I really a coward who's afraid to die?
or maybe I'm not that much broken?
Cause I'm not reach to the point where I have nothing.
I still have people to cherish, things to do
dreams to achieve,so what if they are too far from me to reach but I still have them.
And no matter how broken I am
I can't help myself but to be grateful for the people and things I get in my life
cause out there in this world people are even struggling for living a life.
And for me I think my life is not only mine so I have no right to end it.
And your parents who raised you to be what you are today.
Think about them before attempting to kill yourself.Think about how would they feel
when they will see you their piece of heart
dying on the floor of your room.
So not for yourself choose to live for them
It's okay for a time being you can't love yourself and you don't feel anything.Cause you are just numb to everything choose to see yourself to their eyes, see the love and care they have in their eyes for you.
You will eventually start to love yourself too.
:)
"I don't know what did I wrote here but when I read that line it just I couldn't stop myself from writing this. So if you think you wasted your time here reading this.I sincerely apologize for this"....♡
© joy
Do you want to live because you are afraid to die?
That's the question
I ask myself
every single time when I get depressed
it push me to the edge of my life
where I just want to let myself fall and see
where I end up after falling
from the bridge of my life
that was holding me back till now
or else I just wanted to end my life long ago
and that's why I'm still alive
while holding to that single string of faith
which I have in my life
and that question still lingers on my mind that why didn't I tried to jump off of that clif when literally
I was dying from inside
with every single breathe I was taking
Sometime it was damn hard for me
to even breathe
But why I was still holding on to that
rope when I lost the last hope
which I had
I even thought that maybe I'm a coward
who can't even do a simple thing
but who am I kidding? was attempting to suicide a simple thing?
No right it's a big and dangerous step to take in one's life and the only people would take
who are most broken in their life and I am one of them.
or am I not cause I'm not died yet why?
why I'm still alive and breathing in the fresh air? Doing my daily routine as per needed.
Am I really a coward who's afraid to die?
or maybe I'm not that much broken?
Cause I'm not reach to the point where I have nothing.
I still have people to cherish, things to do
dreams to achieve,so what if they are too far from me to reach but I still have them.
And no matter how broken I am
I can't help myself but to be grateful for the people and things I get in my life
cause out there in this world people are even struggling for living a life.
And for me I think my life is not only mine so I have no right to end it.
And your parents who raised you to be what you are today.
Think about them before attempting to kill yourself.Think about how would they feel
when they will see you their piece of heart
dying on the floor of your room.
So not for yourself choose to live for them
It's okay for a time being you can't love yourself and you don't feel anything.Cause you are just numb to everything choose to see yourself to their eyes, see the love and care they have in their eyes for you.
You will eventually start to love yourself too.
:)
"I don't know what did I wrote here but when I read that line it just I couldn't stop myself from writing this. So if you think you wasted your time here reading this.I sincerely apologize for this"....♡
© joy
