Part 2

Yesterday, the whole day... I feel the pain (again) in my lower back. Last June, I experience severe pain that resulted to immobilization of my body for two days. Because of severe pain, I have to take higher dose of pain killer presceibed by doctor specialist on my case. They say I have to undergo nerve test. And I did, twice. Wow! It was really intense... I feel like I was electrecuted. Then x-ray. But before this happened. As the specialitst prescribed me aside the pain killer which I should take, he also give me a cream which will be spread where the pain is. So I bought them all. And ask my son to apply the cream. Wow! This is the big news. My son is about to apply the cream when he noticed a big lump located where my spinal column is. And ask if I already noticed it before. I replied no. He asked again if it is painful, no, I replied. Then I saw his worried face. I told him not to because I was scbeduled to see the doctor specialits the next day and I will show the lump to him.

Honestly... I am worried too, but I have to be brave infront of my son.

It also saddened me, and so many questions of what if...?

But I have faith, I know God will give me His mercy and grace.

To be continue...


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