I thought when you die it would be the scariest thing. How would that not be right. Loosing absolute control of everything you are and leaving to a place so unknown you cant even see it. A blank place. Sure I have heard ro call on Angel's and work so hard to not go to hell. I have heard some say we create our own hell and heaven I dont think I fully understand that. Then again I always lived or so I thought in the fear of death. How is there a beauty in something so dark. I thought if I died I would for sure know when because that is the end. I sit here feeling every part of me. I died but I dont remember when. I do remember the after death the journey to me in being alive. This moment I feel and sit in not outside or next to but living after dieing. I'm no longer dreaming as I am awake.
© LS