#4 tea
oh they're defintely mocking him..
those little shining stars are definetly mocking him...
wasn't it enough for his teen years to burn in the physical abuse?
Now his twenties are fading as they start.
It seemed like his thirties are a looming shadow, daunting him
like those stars
looking down at him
"what have you prepared for us?"
a potential so bright yet unreachable.
The real question was what could he do now?
what could he do, when he has used it all? when all roads are blocked?
He couldn't imagine then the magnitude of his actions..
back then as a naive and passionate 19 years old.
when all the doors were open, and all roads were destined to success somehow.
How?..
How?..
..
..How could a simple dinner end with blood in his hands?
how could he have possibly predicted this? or maneuvered...
those little shining stars are definetly mocking him...
wasn't it enough for his teen years to burn in the physical abuse?
Now his twenties are fading as they start.
It seemed like his thirties are a looming shadow, daunting him
like those stars
looking down at him
"what have you prepared for us?"
a potential so bright yet unreachable.
The real question was what could he do now?
what could he do, when he has used it all? when all roads are blocked?
He couldn't imagine then the magnitude of his actions..
back then as a naive and passionate 19 years old.
when all the doors were open, and all roads were destined to success somehow.
How?..
How?..
..
..How could a simple dinner end with blood in his hands?
how could he have possibly predicted this? or maneuvered...