In the dark I saw you staring back at me.The silence prevailing upon us made that starry night much more magical...like a beautiful dream you want to dream on and on.I put my hand on your cheeks and smiled.
You keep on asking me why I smile so often the time I spend with you.Its your simplicity and your cheerfulness.And the silly way you pull my legs and break into a cute smile.
Things have never been complicated with you,even in the most difficult situations.I know you are not mine,not in the whole sort of way.I don't even know if you feel the same way I feel about you.But these emotions...wow so wonderfully crafted out of care,affection and deepest admiration for you.
Yes I adore you,a little bit too much.I adore you when you feel shy hearing my compliments,I adore you when you snore loudly while talking over phone at night,I adore you when you pull off lame jokes and wait patiently for my response.
I know I am not perfect,I have been reminded that so many times during my whole life.And I don't even know where we will end up.Strangers,loose aquintances,friends or closer than we can imagine.And this time I am scared to explore.Because no matter how much I tried last time,I couldn't be the best for him.Maybe I am not perfect for you too.

But I couldn't deny the spark I felt when our fingers touched for the first time on the day we went out together.And I know you felt it too.That mysterious smile at the corner of your lips revealed it all.
And so I keep on waiting.Waiting for the moment I will see your smile again.Waiting for the time we will laugh together on stupid songs,talk about serious stuff or just idly sit side by side doing absolutely nothing.Cause your smile is infectious and I don't mind falling under the spell of your charm again and again...






© Ananya