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He is in a better place!!!
Sab mast chal raha tha, lunch K baad sabhi baas batty kiye ja rahe the. Meri maat mari gayethi jo mene news laga dia... And within 5seconds we got the greatest shock of our life.
"SUSHANT SINGH RAJPUT COMMITTED SUICIDE."
Deafening silence and conflicted minds filled within the 4walls. All the ladies in the room shocked and stunned hearing the news, one of my aunt said "This has to be a bloody rumor." It wasn't a rumor, it was a humongous slab of frozen fact.
We had to switch off the television because the amount of pain and remorse that got scattered all over the room became suffocating. I was numbed while everyone tried putting up their own presumptuous assumptions, but I heard none cause I was deafened. My sister yelled at me, forced me to wash my face, gave me water to drink yet that hollowness within did not leave me.
It is utterly surprising how a celeb's demise would cause such grave pain. I literally forced myself to snap out of it but it did not help. I was gradually loosing myself even while I was amidst 6woman. I was given counseling for depression then and there. But I don't exactly remember what she said. Later on, we had a lavishing dinner and came back home yet, I was still hollow from within. That night I went to bed and tried sleeping but I got none. With thoughts running within my mind and tears filling my eyes, I convinced myself that "HE CHOSE THIS DESTINY FOR HIMSELF AND I HOPE HE IS HAPPY, HE HAS TO BE HAPPY." And since than I have neglected all possible feeds, tweets, news and stories. Cause I can care less about the blame game happening in the industry or even the unwanted rumors spreading all around.
Living upon what he said in the movie "Hum haar jeet, success failure mein itna ulajh gaye hai ... ki zindagi jeena bhool gaye hai ... zindagi mein agar kuch sabse zyada important hai ... toh woh hai khud zindagi" . I've accepted that he is finally away from his pain and away from all the miserable experiences. HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE NOW.
Chhichhore clarified my motifs when I was plunged into the ocean of misery. Hence, I've a different place for that person.
And this incident was unimaginable yet it happened🤍.
"SUSHANT SINGH RAJPUT COMMITTED SUICIDE."
Deafening silence and conflicted minds filled within the 4walls. All the ladies in the room shocked and stunned hearing the news, one of my aunt said "This has to be a bloody rumor." It wasn't a rumor, it was a humongous slab of frozen fact.
We had to switch off the television because the amount of pain and remorse that got scattered all over the room became suffocating. I was numbed while everyone tried putting up their own presumptuous assumptions, but I heard none cause I was deafened. My sister yelled at me, forced me to wash my face, gave me water to drink yet that hollowness within did not leave me.
It is utterly surprising how a celeb's demise would cause such grave pain. I literally forced myself to snap out of it but it did not help. I was gradually loosing myself even while I was amidst 6woman. I was given counseling for depression then and there. But I don't exactly remember what she said. Later on, we had a lavishing dinner and came back home yet, I was still hollow from within. That night I went to bed and tried sleeping but I got none. With thoughts running within my mind and tears filling my eyes, I convinced myself that "HE CHOSE THIS DESTINY FOR HIMSELF AND I HOPE HE IS HAPPY, HE HAS TO BE HAPPY." And since than I have neglected all possible feeds, tweets, news and stories. Cause I can care less about the blame game happening in the industry or even the unwanted rumors spreading all around.
Living upon what he said in the movie "Hum haar jeet, success failure mein itna ulajh gaye hai ... ki zindagi jeena bhool gaye hai ... zindagi mein agar kuch sabse zyada important hai ... toh woh hai khud zindagi" . I've accepted that he is finally away from his pain and away from all the miserable experiences. HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE NOW.
Chhichhore clarified my motifs when I was plunged into the ocean of misery. Hence, I've a different place for that person.
And this incident was unimaginable yet it happened🤍.
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