Too confusing, Just don't read. 😅
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Why I love being someone,
staying away from humans,
not enjoying their company but my loneliness.

Why I feel I don't have friends though many try to prove they are, of mine.
Why I don't give respect to them, who worry about me so much,
(here m talking about my bua's and grandma)

Who don't give me 0% attention, importance or love,
I m always ready to die just because of them,
'cause they are important to me. 😅

Why don't they understand or motivate me, who find so many negative points from works I do. 😐

Why don't they understand I also have my dreams to fulfill,
I also wish to enjoy my life,
though, always find many ways to end my life.

Why always I find loneliness and listening song best cure to bring myself back to normal and not to talk to some humans,
so-called my "Family members and Friends".

Why don't they treat me the same, the way I treat them, ie good.

Was I being rude?
Was I being irritating?
Was I never kind with them?
Why don't they tell me on my face?
But talk about all this behind me.

I know she don't love me,
She won't say and do anything, which could hurt me.... According to her,
but her silence hurts me the most,
I always think to move on,
But after every chat or meet,
I again fall for her.

Why m not able to follow the words, I give to others.
I m ready to change myself, but m lacking behind, dunno why??

I unfollowed some people on this app, with a secret intention to know the value of me and my write-ups,
they give so much value to this follow and unfollow thing, and not me and my Friendship.
Not their mistake in any way, they know, what they think, but according to me, I lacked behind...

I really don't want to live on this app..
also don't want to leave... 😅
hope so! this won't become my last story and post on this app also of my life 😜...

Forgetting everyone and everything, too silly for now, starting my new life from now on, and making some efforts, to live the life in future, I dreamt to live. 😊

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Swear on god... I m feeling so Better now... 😄... want to say many more things... but later... sharing this much really made me feel better... thanks for reading this stupid stuff... or thanks for wasting your precious time 😂...

© Greedy_for_Love
#Ace