I know no one likes me, because I write how I feel and tell you something, I really don't care. I'm not here to be liked, just to feel heard which I never get from anyone. It's ok, I'm going to keep writing what I feel so I won't start cutting. It's hard, but I don't want to be that person again. It really sucks to feel like no one cares and everyone is giving up on you, that everyone treats you differently from everyone else. I know I need help, but there is no help for me. I'm giving up on looking for help. All my life I been trying to find help and I never get it. If I write something hurtful, I'm sorry, but it's how I feel about stuff that I don't understand and no one cares to help me to understand all of the bull shit I have and had to go through in my life since I was 3. I had to keep quiet when I was small and now that I'm open, honest and not scared to share anything, still no one cares to listen. Why does everyone hate me! I just want is help, someone that won't give up on me because I can't understand and I get triggered from what I been put through in my life.
© Charlotte B.