Everything I’ve ever endured from a paper cut to trauma have made me so wise. Or so they say. I am ever so clever with my expression and particular with my prompts. Even with this being said, no one understands me. I think maybe I should be more quiet, since I’m going unheard. For long moments I’m just quiet. but the other half of me, want to force you to perceive me as who I really am. Therefore I am loud and fiery. I see why everyone is confused, hell…I am too. I honestly believe I am wise at heart but a child in mind. I can not regulate my emotions, I tell myself “You are too old for these outburst of overly obtrusive opinions”. When I am in the middle of falling a part and I put my hand over my heart. I know it’s the little girl wanting to cry out and scream. I think tell myself “It’s completely normal to fell out of control, inside you are a little girl” Which one is true, how do I steady this imbalance in my life and mind.