Chapther 1. My illness.
I have been ill for many years i have wanted to write a book about it.
I have bipolar.
I am depressed and other day im very happy.
I try to cope with my illness.
I read much. Watch films. Write.
But sometimes only lay in bed cry.
Im not married. The illness stop that to.
My illness have controll me for all my life.

Im a Beliver in God so i feel happy in God. Hes my life!!!
But anyway always depressed.
I am sometimes happy. But it dosent last long. Soon...