You are everything i could have ever imagined and dreamed of. Yet you still dont see it after nearly 7 months i thought by now you would realize how much you mean to me and how much i love you after 7 months with me you begin to feel sad and depressed all over again as if i cant make you happy anymore as if our relationship was a pill and it has no more effect on you as if youve become immune to the medication of our "happy" relationship you begin to think i am not faithful and question me you begin to check my phone more worried about other people rather then me or yourself there is only so much i can do to try and make this better but it seems as if my efforts  are useless because if they worked you would not cry as you hold my hand or feel alone even if you are you would feel my presence and love i have for you around you as if it were a hug you have yet to know my everyday thought is you yet to...