well I don't know how to say this story but let's start it

this was during my school years I used to stalk a girl from the window of my room who used to live near my house her mother and my was friends so we often used to meet each other but I never dared to share my feelings with her actually I was even scared to talk to her or go infront of her

years passed and she turned from a girl to beatiful 21 year old woman and I was still a boy struggling in the world of men's
but one thing was consistent I used to stare her since her school days

one day it was raining heavily probably in August ig so I was returning from my college and street lights were going on and off suddenly I saw something , something I remeber to this very day I saw that girl kissing a 29 year old tall men
and it broke my heart , it ended my childhood fantasy with an blink of an eye
from that day onwards I...