I need just do me this is my story I always did for everybody else but now I need to start doing things for myself and I really learned that my God showed me that it always okay to do for other people but you always got to think about yourself it's not always that people come before you you come just as much as they do and you also have to learn that people love when you up they don't love when you're down and when you don't have anything and I learned that through my betrayal I learned that I have to do me I always turn when my kids were small I made sure they was okay when my parents were doing and help me I made sure they was okay also but at the same time I just now got to do me all my grandbabies I love to do and I'm answering think about people more than anything else and I think it just really time that I put my life in order and do what God want me to do in the way that he want me to do it but I...