It is 9 am in the morning, yes! not odd hours perfectly sane situation.But i am still lying on my bed, tossing and turning, there is still so much exhaustion.I want to pull myself up like a puppeteer controlling a puppet.Just that in this case i am the puppeteer trying to control my life, the puppet.
So, all this physical struggle made my mind to wake up,ready for a hustle.And then the unthinkable happened, which frequently happens; I went into a very productive daydream mode. And i am sure some of you can relate, you don't wanna disrupt the thought process, cause it feels so good that the weighing scale between time waste and thoughts; well! the thinking wins always.
What a blunder! I sigh , but i continue with the process. The process of how i am gonna finish that course and solve these and these problems.How i am going to cook this new recipe and my parents are going to be thrilled, i even imagined the smile on their faces, trust me! The process of how i am going to stay productive throughout the day, of how i am going to finish that story today etc, etc.
Uff! The list is long, the list is simple and doable infact, but endless.
Now, it's 9:30 am, i wake up from my daydream feeling guilty,behind schedule already.


© Chandreyee K.