Life was pitter sweet. At one point a fail relationship took a toll on me and it really did got me good. Of course I'm human. I have feelings too. Being stupid inlove, thinking I know what love is. 4 years of gambling not with money but with love. A love that only see lust and cant get enough. Those 4 years, I lost who myself. I thought he was the one for me. I gave my all as it should be. I devalued my own self in putting up with someone that never really love me. 💑
So just like how everyone that's been through it. A broken heart. That I wasn't the only one. He left me for his chosen one. It wasnt just my heart that was broken, my whole body was disfunction. My eyes was never dry for 3 months. My nose seems to lost censor of food smell. My ears were deaf, I couldn't hear anything. My stomach didnt like anything to be in it, except alcohol. My legs were freezed in between steps. I feel ugly and I believe I was at the time. 🤦‍♂️ 💔 💑
It wasn't until I packed my suitcase and booked a ticket to go home to my mom that gave me a...