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My own pain
#WritcoStoryPrompt78
Like hitting a rock with a hammer, life hits us hard sometimes. Tell us a story about the hardships in your life.

Sometimes i wish i was in another life.
I wake up as though my life is about to end.
knowing each day is the same as the next.
The next day is drama as everyday ends.
Arguments everyone can't seem to stop.

I wake as though my body is dead.
I move,talk,laugh and work.
Inside my heart I'm bleeding pain.
All these conversations that everyone says.
I'm lost to a point i start to zone out.
I zone out because i can't bare the pain.
The agony all these people cause me.

I wanna cry and scream everyday.
But i cry inside, every single day.
The next day i have a smile on my face.
All they cause me is pain everyday.
They argue and argue and expect me to fill in the gaps.
I can't fill those gaps when I have no one to fill mine.
They make me their problem solver.
when I'm stuck burning every time i hear them fight.

© helana