Sand princess⏳


Once upon a time there's a girl who's name lykA.. she's 5th child of Mr and Mrs noveno , when she was small she's always in the hospital her body so tired, she always have sick her mother and father are always worried and sad for her .

They're just from a poor family her father's job is electrician while her mom just stay home and take care for there Children

They're six children and this family before was so happy ...




Ep.1

ma! Pa! I don't like. Go to school anymore , I just want to stay at home eating go with my friends anywhere we want to play that's all , my brother marlon said..

What? How about me? I want to go to school and study continue my dreams and continued to paint, but ma! Pa! You want me to stop studying instead look for job already and help you isn't unfair!??? My big brother gerald

Omg 🤐 atleast me I'm not worried a lot because I don't like go to school and look for job I'm just going to wait for my handsome man that I will date for life🤗🤗 my big sister jing


Hahahha also me ma! Pa!! I want to have a job and earn more money but I hate going to school 2nd sissy Aisa

My mom and dad are so sad hearing those words from them because in there heart I know my parents love ask so much they want to give there Children everything... But they can't because they're. Just a poor.. my father also getting old and his body is so tired already

Our house 🏡 place in the old subdivision .. it's not big but my father work hard for this and give his everything to make his family safe and comfortable.. a side from that my mom and dad have best friend live also infront just in our house so there Best friends children also our Best friends like we are just one family but different house 😊

Maymay and Melanie is my best friend omg I love them so much more than my real brother and sister 🤣😂

We go to school together .. we play every time we also sleep together like we are really a family

My mother always drink lichor with my best friend's mother they're also always together they play card with money and when they finish play when they are looser there mood same as how they loose money in the cards..

My father go to his job and come back at night , when he arrive he's still going to cook our food for dinner... Yes my father still going to cook even his tired because my mom is out of her mood because she lost in there games
Even washing our dirty clothes my father and my brother my big sisters doing this not my mother.. I'm so sad to say this but my mother is a princess my father' do everything for her just to make her happy light of our palace...

I really admire my father that's why I decide that his my idol .. I look at him as my dream , I admire his hand so artistic his mind so fast to think and he is so smart for giving a lot of ideas without wasting a lot of time... He make all people comfortable with his side he's so fantastic and admirable he's my night and shinning armor 🥰😌


We live like that everyday again and again just like that full of dreams , with more hardest part with a lot of problem buy still can be solved because my mom and dad told us since we're small that when a family pray together we will stay together ❤️


But it's not what Ive dream about , I've dream it like a fairy tail who has a magical thingy


January 06 my idols birthday 🎂 he's so happy he cook more delicious food he sing loudly in his favorite karaoke 🎤 he drink his favorite beer with my mother's brother and omg he have a lot of energy all of us so tired already and wanted to sleep but my dad still joking around and still play like he don't like to stop his happiness... Of course I'm so happy to see him like this


But who will thought that it was his last birthday 🎂 with us...

Jan. 18 my father died...
My idol , my dream, my strength and my night and shinning died😭😭😭

How could I say this...😭😭
Jan 17 , after his work he come home and cook for us a dinner...
He fry egg and we eat this with rice .. it was the first time my father cook for us like this.. it has a lot of salt

It's like we want it to bring back from our mouth but we don't like him to feel bad so eat and enjoy it no matter how salty it is..

After we eat my dad sit down on our sofa and watch TV , my father keep joking around while my.mom is so serious, until my mom said let's sleep they turn off the TV and lights and go inside there room

When they lay down in bed after 20 minutes My mom scared because he feel my father like collapsing in there bed so my mom scared and run so fast to lighten the light but when she saw my father smiling for her reaction she get mad and hit my dad she said it's not funny!!! You're going to kill me in worrying but you're laughing at me!?? She's so angry and turn off the light again and back to there bed

After 10 minutes my father collapsing again my mother don't like to stand up already and open the light because she think his just joking again it takes 3 minutes 5 minutes but still not stopping my dad doing this my mom shout so loud and while open the light while saying it's not funny!!!

When she see my dad she like a manikin , she can't move or talk already I've seen my dad his mouth like wool and his body like wood while collapsing 😭

We call everyone all of us so nervous already my big brother gerald bring our dad to the hospital but they're still in the ambulance my father past away already in my brother's arm...

January 18, 2:09 in the morning my father died... My dream and my idol is gone ...


Looking at my mom I see her face shock and she's like dying also...
She don't eat she don't talk she's just cry and cry and cry....
How she can raise her six children without my father, how she can live without my dad

My best friend stay at my side... Also my mom and dad best friend stayed in my mom side all the time

My father's body transferred in our province where my dad's family and relatives stayed , and we let his body lay down there,


Ep.2

Everyone still in the saddest part but we need to move forward and continue life ..., But for my mom it's not like that 😟


She cry!! Cry!! Cry!! Go with her friends waisting my father's money
She's forgotten that she still have children who need a mother, who's also need a father , who's needed a guide to start over because they lost there Father...


She's so selfish 🥺 she just care about her self.. I understand what she feel but why!?? She must be to be strong for her children...

I started to hate her so much when the time I see her like she's dying and forgetting that she still have us...

After a month they sell our house and we go to our province for good..
We stayed in my mother's family house but of course she continued her lidmfe as a single.. she said she need someone.who will take care to her and someone will make her happy and forget about my father'..

For good of her yes ! She got this someone , she's so happy..

My two brothers go in baguio they got a good job and they start also there own family there see??

They're all selfish!! How about me and my small brother, at this time I'm just 10 years old and my brother is just turning 5 yrs old

I forgot to say that my 2 sister had there own life also.. my big sister jing get married and stay to her husband place she live like don't care for us anymore..

And sister Aisa go some where for work .. but so funny she go back she's pregnant.. no have husband and more time she repeat it in her life she got 4 children as of now..


I hate being with them..
My life is like an sand anyone will just come and step on me.. my life is depends on how's the weather flows.. 🥺🥺😟😟

For my good I continued studying in the way of pleasing anybody of them who want to support me for my studies , everything was so hard for me I came at the point of my life that I need to beg them to support me..

They're so selfish!!!!
I transfer to this house 🏡 because they said they can't support me.. after a month I transfer again and again and again.... Not just my house I'm transferring of course also my school

So my studies affected ..
My mind so lost
My heart dying
My dream.. I don't know if I still have a dream..!!!!


I don't know how I will fixed my own life... I don't know how I will face another people.. I don't know what will I say to my friends... Do I still have a friend?? I'm leaving them every time also...

The time comes that I'm so tired already for everything.. I go back to my mom to show her how miserable my life is..

I go everywhere , where ever I want to go...
I stayed in my friends.. also I drink alcohol, I use cigarettes , go back home late or morning already... She's so angry .. she's so mad at me


That time making her angry makes me feel Happy because atleast I still see her looking at me even though I'm in my worst thingy matter I'm so happy ..

One day I've go accompany my cousin jah in her date and her boyfriend bring his best friend also ... So funny but this boy is my step father nephew and his Best friend was also my friend since we were young..

We got date together , I enjoyed them we go out for how many times and almost every day we're all together because our house is just 4 or 5 house between...

Until the time comes me and Sher get together March 20 I will never forget this day.. I'm so happy I felt safe when I'm with him.. we make happiness and he made me forgot the reason why I came in this place..

I gave him trust.. I depend my self to him, we go to school together and we go back home also together..

I've started to have a plan and look good for my future ,

When I'm staying with him I felt no one will hate me for what I'm doing, no one will hurt me, no one will make me cry.. I've fall in love with this boy.. his my first love and first of everything...


I gave him all my trust and I loved him so much More than my self, and
I gave him my self..


But after a month that happen to me and him , he's like an danger man not also same what we are before.. everything change !

He's just going to call and meet me when he needs me as a woman..

He promise me that he will never hurt me.. he won't make me cry.. but he always do..

He's making me fun for everything his friends is also my friends. , Were studying in same school so everything that happenings, events I'm still with him..

More time my friends and classmates telling me that my boyfriend had another woman they'll even dating.. but I don't believe them..

Even my cousin telling me enough don't make my self full ..
I still believe him because I love him so much...

I went out somewhere with my friend and we drink alcohol Im really drunk at that time because I see my boyfriend dating another woman ..

When I get back home my mom was so angry to me , she even slapped my face and told me what kind of woman I'm I ?

I answered her with my loudest voice I told her what's inside of me.. what I felt ..


You!! You're asking me for what kind of woman I am??? How there you!!?????









Ep.3


I know what bad words coming in my mouth is the worst as I am.. the more I said the more it hurts me more....


Do I need to call you mom!???
Since my dad died I thought my mom died also! So why are so angry today and telling me what I'm doing is not good, who are you!????????



Do you really think I will listen for what are saying??


Daughter! You came from me !!
After all I sacrifices for you since you are small all you got to say to me is I'm I still your mother? After all what happen or no matter what happen you can't change that I'm your only mother!!!

I don't understand what are you doing to yourself, is it really big problem to you my happiness? You can't give my happiness!!!!!!!

She cry ... And cry... While slapping me

You're not just the only one hurt here.. your have 6 children so why are you acting like no body will care for you!

Lyka , I know you're angry but you can't understand what I feel.. you will never understand my situation because you are not me!!!

Mom! What's the things that I don't understand hah? Is it the feeling of being your alone because no have man with you!??? Is this?!!!!

She slapped me again left and right!


Are you done?? I asked her.
I've love all of you because you are came from me... Im your mother! She said while crying...


If you love us as your children what will you choose?? Stay with us or stay with that man?
I ask her ,..


"Don't make me choose because you know you can't give my happiness..

Ma! Direct to the point, who will you choose??

Why do you think I would choose you?? Of your not happy to stay with us you can go!!!!!!
Mom said...


Ep. 4


My heart stop, I felt crample my body can't move , my tears don't like to stop... What the life.. I want to kill anybody who will touch me, I want to be wild I'm so angry!!!

I go outside and go somewhere without knowing where my feet will let me go..

Walking in the street without knowing it's raining... Without seeing the tears non-stop coming

My own mother can't be contented nor be happy with her children.. it's so funny I thought I just watched this sean in tv I can't imagine it's happening in my real life



I saddenly sat down on the road shouting the rain , why me!??? Why always me.. I only want Is the love of my other is it so hard to give?
I cried so much like I it can't finish


I continue walking and my foot bring me to the house of the man I trust and the man i gave everything of me because I love him and I've believe he will never hurt me, he will never make me cry..


What a heavy hand slapped on my face
When I see it on my own eyes
He's huging another woman , he even kiss her tight in front of me

My tears running so fast like a flood
So this is the god decision for me to be get hurt and make me feel bad at all

Did I did something wrong?
Am I the person who deserves all of this? Why me? Why????

This time I don't just walk...
I run! Run! Running so fast I hate myself, I hate them all!!!


I went to my aunt house and cry to her
Aunt cherry huhuhuhuhu...!!!


3days after I feel so tired
My body want to lay down just on bed when time comes my aunt cook my favorite food , I smell it but what happen to me?

Im vomiting and my head is rolling
Oh my God what's happening to me..
My aunt see me and look at me like so shock, ask me are you okay?
Im staring at her and move my head up and down

She followed me on the room and ask me, tell me is there anything we don't know yet??

I look at somewhere and my tears go down again..
Aunt I gave him everything of me!!
I didn't left any for myself aunt!!!

She cry and hug me ...
Ssshhhhhhhhhhhh.... It's ok it's ok everything will be okay

All of the people in my life my aunt is the only person I told everything of me because she understand me


She know how to make me calm
She know how to explain things without hurting me even it's so hard or even I do something wrong

She gave me PT, go comfort room and do this test ok? Trust me..
I just follow what she said and believe her

Are you finish? Yes aunt I answered her, ok give me let me see

I saw her eyes wide and her mouth open, aunt what happen to me? I'm I okay aunt? Answer me !!

You're pregnant lykA!
My heart stop... My body want to loose and my tears started to run again

Aunt!!!!
Huhuhuhuhuhu huhuhuhuhu!!!!!!
I can't!! How can I!??????
Aunt what will I do!!!!!!!


I run inside my room lock the door and cry for how many days....
My mom don't know anything about it.. my brother or even my sister's

How could it be happen?
I've loose faith already..
Everything is gone!!!
It's that not yet enough!?????

How could can I be a mother?
What will happen to me and to my baby ??? My boyfriend have another woman , he hurt me already
I hate him so much!!!

I call my best friend in baguio
Kelley I told her everything happened to me and she said she will help me but first I must be go in baguio and talk about it personal

I've decided aunt I will go in baguio
I will continue studying and I will live in my best friend's house

What? You know your situation lykA how could you study like that? Your family should know about this they're just the only person can help you

No!!! My voice so loud at her
Please I am begging you aunt
Please!!!!! I cried again



Ep.5


I'm so thankful because no matter what I know I still have her she will never hate me even my mom and my uncle will get angry

She let me go.. she support my decisions.
I go in baguio I told my brother and my mom that I'm going to baguio as a working student

But it's true I will stay in my best friend house they will help me for my studies for the payment of this I will take care of her mom and dad

But I don't told them about my situation I really feel bad for myself because I know there are so kind to me but I did lied to them..


Anyways it's not my plan it's from my Best friend Elli plan I follow her and I believe her that she can help me solve my problem

I study hard .. I go school everyday even I can't concentrate because of my situation , even the hardest time come already for my pregnancy I did don't mind it

After a month we had a physical exercise as a student I need to do it physicaly because they don't know my situation , I still did it

Omg lykA what happen? Your bleeding!! My Best friend shouting
My classmates run to me they all scared and bring me to the hospital

In my situation aunt cherry and my Best friend Elli only knows what's happening to me I have to trust them

My teacher call my older brother
And tell him that I'm pregnant
Yes the teacher know already
Because doctor told them my situation

Im dead Bessy Elly😌
What will I do??
What to do is to admit everything
Bessy Sorry I can't do anything already no matter what they will say you should listen to them okay?

My ear had echo it's like the sounds of the bomb that anytime will fire already.. my heart again till I faint

I wake up I'm inside of brother's room
I don't need to ask anything already I know the answer I'm going back to my reality "darkest life"

My brother go inside to see me , your awake? do you want to say something?
I just look at him like I want him to kill me but I'm shock that he hug me!

Are you hurt? Are you okay??
Why you didn't tell me your situation?
I'm so worried !!

Huhuhuhuhuhu 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Aren't you angry to me??
Finish my life please!!!
I don't like to live anymore!!!

SsssShhhhhhhhhhh.... Enough!!
Rest well and we'll talk again tomorrow okay?? He said before he live the room

Why your so unfair!!!
I'm I not good person?
Did I hurt someone?
Did I kill someone??
Why me?!!!! Why!!????

I don't like this baby !!
I don't like my life anymore!!!
Get it!! Get it!!!!!!
I told the God



Ep.6


My brother call my mom to tell my situation ahhhhh I don't know what to do!!! my mom call the parents of the father of my baby to talk my situation

Mom said you should go back in our house mom should do something your situation brother ghee said

I don't answer him I just did what they're saying... I go back home and try to follow my mom what should I do? I don't know anything how to take care a baby I don't have any choice

Sherwin come in our house with his parents , I'm just staying inside my room while our parents talking about there plan for us.

lykA !! My mom call me
Stay with us here outside we have something to tell both you

Now that both of you are going to be a parents already soon you have to be prepared.. you'll getting married

For me it's ok to marry her
But if the time comes that we've found out that we don't really love each other can we have a divorce??