This is a story of a girl who hated love, but fell in love
girl: Taabiya(changed name)
boy: haazik(changed name)
girl's best friend: zohaan(changed name)

There was a girl who feared love until she met someone who made her to fall in love with him. And she touched her heart making the darkness fade away.
when she fall in love with the same guy he knew it and used ask a question "do you love me?" she always refused. But the guy was damn sure she loves him truely. all because it was her family problem, high caste family (syed) the heritage branches of P.B.U.H.

1 year passed, boy asked the same, if she replies yes, but she replied no. And cried a lot...
Again 1 year passed boy asked the same question and the angrily replied "yes I love you" now what? she thought the boy will reply with I love you too but no she was wrong, boy replied"ok"...... still they used to treat friendly each other. As guy knows she miss him
That year passed too,
one day girl was talking to her friend, her beloved called, telling I am already in a relationship but I am not comfortable with the girl,if you still love me and want to be in a relationship with me you have to wait. Taabiya left the call and cried a lot with her friend. Her friend was really angry with her beloved,as she always gets hurt. But she still loved him, can't forget . After sometime, both were in cute relationship, used to talk to each other daily and comfortably. One day boy wasn't answering the calls, not replying her messages for days. Girl was tensed with all the silly imaginations in her mind"is he fine, "is everything alright", "he is too careless something might have happened".She cried lot and sent him voice note to reply her. Girl asked if he is not comfortable then tell me clearly I'll quit, because there is nothing greater for me than your happiness, boy said no, I don't know I am comfortable or not...
she understood, he wants a break up. She left and said, if you are happy without me ok I am leaving be happy my love. And they broke up within a month of relationship, they still used to talk.
And after 1 month she came to know, mother of her beloved wants him to marry his cousin, still was not sure, if it's truth or not. But unfortunately she trusted her beloved with naked eyes. She conveyed everything to him, saying if its matter of my family problem we can solve it, he excused ' no we can't solve' bla bla bla..! still was talking to him because she was badly missing him, and the guy was doing the same,.. not answering call and all..

She was too much hurt, Left all contacts with him. Now she was not talking to him. After 4-5 days boy sent messages and answered for what he asked, not told a single word of her own... boy said why are you so sad... girl left the chat and cried seeing his pictures.. Said "I love you' atlast to the boy, he replied with "ok jaan".This was the most annoying reply which hurts her the most. Because she wanted to hear "I love you too".And ever was yearning to listen it but boy never conveyed " I love you too".It seems haazik never loved girl, but he loved and loves her, unfortunately never conveyed to girl....

she is now philophobic

But still loves him and hopefully waiting for the day when he will come to her...
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