I can't change things now at this particular time. It is just that I am at the bottom of myself right now. Even though I know I can't turn back the things but still I am not ready to accept the situation and myself. I try to tell myself everyday and every night that buddy you have to forget those things, the past that you want to be in, the hopes that I carry hopelessly and the dreams that I wanted to achieve when they can't be achieved, those all the things have to be deleted from my mind. I swear I tell myself that I can't be the one that I want to but my heart doesn't accept anything. It feels as if I am the one living in winter while the whole universe is in summer. It is like an wooden arrow that even if removed will leave its roots forever inside. That will bleed no matter what

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