riding in the car
with a woman from my work
we bonded over being
hyper sexualized by sleazy men.
it made me
come back
come back to myself
when Before I didn't curse as much
before I didn't as much
much to reserved to talk openly
and that's when it hit me
I have been here too long.
I need to leave and go get my dreams
I'm surrounded by low frequency and
I need to move up

How did I get here?
I feel as though I lost respect for myself.
He was right,
why not make lady friends.
I love them more than guy friends.
I'd rather only have one friend.
And that's Him, friend.
I'd rather not cuse or speak ill will of love friend.
Losing my mind
with regret.
Talking to her
she made me realize
I've been here too long
and I can keep to myself,
preferred by me, and we won't talk at all.
I'm gonna change this up.
I'm gonna fix this me.
this me that I don't like.
My mother didn't raise me this way.
It is not okay
to speak about stuff
that doesn't make me feel
like I'm lifting myself up.
operation time to replace this job.
Branden I'm sorry I've been so outspoken for so long.