"I Giggled".. I trust you babe..
He replied smiling, I know you do..
But does he really know, I mean, I mean those words, i think I do, I don't know, I'm confused.
If I really trusted him, I won't be holding back, I won't be hiding, but I actually do trust him, i just need to trust him more I guess.
My head is full with questions and confusion and the more I try to figure it out, the more entangled it all gets.. "You have a partner girl talk to him"... I keep telling myself this but I never do, I can't figure it out...
Sometimes I think I'm just scared
Sometimes I think I don't love him
Sometimes I think I don't trust him
Other times, I feel he'll leave me if I open up,
I don't even care whatever it is,
All I know is that I need to talk to him..
All these going through my head while he's there right in front of me, smiling at me, so happy and...