I used to think that I was lucky, started thinking it would all work out.
Some people loved that i was hopeful, and the rest would say im out of my mind.
I spoke of dreams that just weren't real, But in my mind anything could happen, I've got my back against the wall now. forgot to plan for the bad things.
Everyone seems so happy, I wonder if behind their closed doors.
They feel the same way that i do, alone and small in this crazy world.
I looked forever just to find truth, these troubles tore me Up and broke...