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My life is a circus, I'm certain
Me and my heart need to have a meeting, look, I let someone in ma heart and it kills me, so let me let you in for a couple of minutes, sleepwalkin' I'm lost in the fact that money's just costin' me

I've been constantly pacing, looking back at my past, I'm regretting a lot of it, all in my head, I've been tryna get out of it, losing myself just to find who I am, taking a leap just to find where I stand, getting impatient, like when will I make it? Look at myself and the things that I've said, things I've let go, all the people I've kept, investing in love, can you tell I'm in debt?

Love doesn't fix every burden, I'm working on me, I want you to see everything I believe, I want you to wake up and see all your dreams, life is a mess when you settle for less. You see all the curtains on walls that are put up, when faith is your eyes you see beautiful things and I know everybody gonna get old, summer never stays, everybody gets cold.

I want more than a facetime all my friends say I gotta face time, like I'm not in love I just love to waste time, put a smile on my face when I'm hurtin' love is hard, but I know we're learning, nothing's perfect, but this is worth it, I look at you, I know the future's bright but I know there's more than that, this life is calling, I'll call you back

You know I got yours and you got my back, we got love, what is more to have?
Sunsets to see, places to be, stars gave me doubts, you gave me hope, celebrates giving me capes, you're helping me cope, I want you to want more than just you and me, want you to want more than just what you need, want you to be who you want to be

Praying to God like, "Could you give me a minute?" Money, clothes, all material things will walk out and leave, I'm tryna find my way on this one-way street (LIFE) forgive me for the ways that I've been living, said that I'd be different, I know you don't see a difference, but You gave me this life, I'm just playing the cards. Every time I pray, I don't know where to start, grocery shopping, never filling the cart, there's plenty food for thought, I need food for the heart.

Guess what I'm saying, my life is a book and I'm writing the pages and how it gets told, this ink I'm bleeding is to paint you a picture they don't want you to see, that they don't want you to be, to find the happier things. You live and you learn, in this life it ain't about the money that you made but what did you earn, did you give love or did you take it, when someone said "I love you," did you break it, when they started to cry, did you face it? When you broke somebody's heart, did you replace it?

© Zwide ♥️ <•}}}><