It was yester Evening, the sun setting to sleep but their question evoke a wake up in me...

I was walking with them...just because to have some fresh air...

"Can you say something that Consoles me?"

I was totally unaware of what happening, but seeing them again they where looking down the ground...and I don't wanna cause any awkwardment...
so I started baffling...."You're Amazing, you're really super! if you can do everything with interest you'll raise towards the sun"
I stopped...well am I too much...?

I see, they still looking down the ground...
with no change in face...just a shade of blue kept alive...I really don't like seeing it...

I want to fade the shade, to fade I want to be specific of what they want!

so I ask..." On what regarding you want consoling words?, if you're particular surely I'll try something!"

" I want to say you this, I'm afraid of everything, even Dad and Mom said me to be strong, courageous or motivated...I don't know why I can't be able to be strong or brave...!, I'm just so afraid of everything that make me cry so easily I really don't know..." I saw a tear of grief running down from their red cheeks...

they just completed... but I was still standing with regrets...if I was little more aware of them...I won't made them to feel like that... it's all my mistake...but I can't let me down and make them unanswer for want they need...
I really don't know what to say? what can I?

I understand something and it's okay to say that's tge hope I got...

"Look here, listen carefully...you don't have the need to be strong or courageous or motivated everytime, if you got afraid...
being afraid is essential...well Everyone is...but it was on a level... Everyone afraid or fear... if people don't fear to die, they don't even earn for a lifestyle they want to live...
so what I mean is... instead of being strong, courageous or motivated Fakely for sometimes...be calm...stay calm... you'll getting a solution
brain works one thing at a time... Don't fill it by Being something you aren't comfortable for...be calm...stay calm...
once in life... think about yourself..."

I completed my lecture...damn... I'm embarassed right now...did I gone too much...

I turn my head... they're smiling... they're smiling...that made me some kinda happy...maybe that made them... feeling alright? Okay?

"Thank you so much...it really heals me a lot...I was in fake desulion that I need to strong to avoid problems...but it actually meant being calm..."


July 2, 2022
6.00 pm

Felt happy...I think I conveyed good...

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