im still sick after almost one week and just now , four or five times woke up from bad dream.
it felt so real that I'm shaking ,
i call my friend and he accompany me until i sleep again but after that call ended? I woke up again and again.

since when I'm afraid to dream? since mny bad dream became true. one of my mother sibling, aunt S died. yes, i keep dream about ppl dying...