im still sick after almost one week and just now , four or five times woke up from bad dream.
it felt so real that I'm shaking ,
i call my friend and he accompany me until i sleep again but after that call ended? I woke up again and again.

since when I'm afraid to dream? since mny bad dream became true. one of my mother sibling, aunt S died. yes, i keep dream about ppl dying since im still kids.

I thought it just bad dream until it's became true. we just celebrate her 7th death anniversary, 30/7.
i guess i started sick from that but not too bad. now it's getting worst that i got bad dream.

my mom so angry with me 😿
that was the last time i told her who's gonna died. what am I?
why I got those dream??
i hope I got good dream😭

and just now i just dreaming about two kids and also bby inside my sister stomach. yes, in real life now? she was pregnant with her 5th child. then, why in my dream? it's already 6 kid and one bby inside her?

actually she has miscarriage her third child before. is that twin was her miscarriage child before?

these kind? always happened too. sometimes I can see what ppl can't see. my mom said I can be like my grandma or aunt. but she don't want, so she brought me to close my eye's. but still, i can sense their presence and sometimes they enter my dream.
😅😅 just now I remember the room i dreaming about just now was upstairs , a years no one enter or sleep there but yesterday evening, my dad said he want rip down that room 😅 haha. is that sign?

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