WARNING! THIS SEQUENCE WILL BE REFLECTIVE!

All Characters and Scenes are Fictional and

not based on real life. This contains suicidal situations.

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Tsuki to Hoshi 2020

Blurb:

This scene will be a story of a guy named Yoshiro Sato sitting on the ledge of the bridge, preparing himself jump thinking of making that one choice. But there's a girl named Akari Tanaka, who just came into the right moment seeing him desperate on living. Will she ever make him change his mind?

Story:

[Yoshiro POV]

5:00 pm, Evening

"Will I end my life Today? Will my family ever want to see my face displayed? Heh...cause for me I just don't deserve to live anymore. Seeing them suffer on my pain that I am baring, just really suffocates me. Before I used to smile, and at school, people tell me that I was the most patient guy on the campus. *smiles slightly* my friends? they thought I was a happy guy, but by then when I unwrap this red ribbon on my arms slowly. Those smiles and joy I saw turned quiet, seeing my arms red with red inks flowing. I still...feel that sting on every cut before me, and every stroke has a depressing story."

5:15 pm

"Today Im just sitting on the ledge of the bridge, my heart is pounding. It is pacing slow and heavy. My breath feels shallow in every take, adrenaline was rushing through my body soaring fast, as my life flashes before my very eyes. Inside my thoughts, I was in a crucial decision. One is a step forward to the other side, where I would go to another world and my soul will stay at ease eternally, although I cannot go back after. One step on the other side then I will be with my family, seeing my friends again. They know about my pain, but I just stood quiet and they don't know where I am. -sigh- I just don't want them to carry the pain in my heart. "

5:20 pm -In the distance someone yelled anxiously-

[Akari Pov]

I was desperately finding a friend of mine; he was gone for days then days turned to months. We are very worried about him. I am worried about him. Just by noticing the signs, he's giving just very saddening for me. At the tranquil location, I yelled his name, trying to find him. With despair over my thought, maybe I was too late. Then...there he is the lost soul I'm finding, on the bridge looking at me. My heart dropped a sudden as it turned heavy, my face starts to frown worried as I see him prepared to jump. My eyes were settling in tears buried with the deepest sadness I feel in me.

With my hoarse voice, I was shouting his name crying, as I found him.

"Yoshiro! Yoshiro! Please! come back!... We need you, I...need you!"

He smiled at me, rewinding my thoughts on our days. Recalling that perfect smile he shows, the time when I was in my downfall. He was there helping me, letting those guys beat him up instead just to save me. When my notes were torn by my classmates, he was there to help me make a new one. But! I never knew he is carrying so much pain. I never knew...I never knew he's smiling turns to crying and crying over again.

On the bridge across in a little distance, he said, smiling sadly.

"Who needs me? my family? friends? I thought all of you people see me like a ghost. Do...I even have a purpose? Cause I just see my self inflicting more pain these days."

"Tell me, cause at exactly 6: 00 pm then I would be gone...I guess forever."

With my voice pleading hoping he will change his mind, tears dribbling more.

"-takes a sharp deep breath- Please...please...don't do this, don't make me cry again, Yoshi."

He was looking at the sea beneath him as he replied.

"-sigh- Akari...I just don't want to feel the pain I'm carrying anymore."

Yoshiro looks at me faking a smile, his eyes leaking with tears.

"Akari, Look You're Free! Without me, you will not carry any more problems."

Am bursting tears deep inside, begging him on my knees to stay.

"Fuck! fuck you Yoshiro...You don't understand but without you! My life will be more desperate! then my life before!"

" Yoshiro! I just want to be with you! Because I fucking care! Who cares over those bastards who hate you! Who cares if the world is against you! Im here..."

"Im...here...for you."

In a soft, shaking voice, I am desperately crying for him to be here.

"So...please step back..."

The wind is blowing breezily, as the night comes. The blue sky is dimming, while the lights are turned lit. The place is quiet and hidden over the city. I am maybe running out of time...hoping Yoshiro will change his mind. The nicest kid in class they say, now we never expected the kindest person who helped me is carrying pain. I...I should have been there earlier,

just to ask his problems...now I'm here desperately making him turn back. The pain is unbearable as my heart is experiencing wrenching pain.

[Akari crying in her thoughts]

What a horrible world we have, right? We can't even see who's someone in desperate help. Not realizing that person is that fucking kindest person I met. But...but why would life give this such a horrible mess? Why...would life give him this situation to the point he will think ending himself!

While he was thinking over a reply reflecting himself, I gently stepped forward carefully trying to approach him in caution. In every step, I said in mumbling "Yoshiro is my smile, Yoshiro is the one who saved me." Then as I got closed to him in such proximity, I said: "Yoshiro, is my desire."

With my heart pounding with adrenaline,

with tears, I put my hand on his chin, turning it to me.

I can see the world into his green eyes, our world, our future.

Gazing on him with deep pressure on my chest I leaned my
face forward.

Gently touching his warm lips into mine.

Seeing his eyes widen.

Slowly tasting him while my tears are flowing against my cheeks.

We slowly closed our eyes, slowly tucking our lips gaping in passion.

Yoshiro then lends his hand on my neck with warmth, his kiss deepens. While feeling his tears on his cheeks touch mine.

I can feel his heat, melting down into my heart. As we were kissing, forgetting the pain that he felt in the past, and the guilt I brought. I was rewinding the memories of what we have in every split second and every glimpse. His lips are warm; he kisses me with a deep longing. I punt my palms on his hand that's pressing against my cheeks. Then leaned my forehead into his as I smile closing our eyes.

In my deepest word, I said ina breeze in a shakey tune of my voice.

"For all these years, yearning to be with you. Yoshino, please have a future with me, please let us carry our child. Even how much pain, or problems...dont always forget."

"I...I am...here.."

I paused for a moment and, replied suddenly bursting into tears softly.

"I...Im sorry, Im sorry for being too late! *hic* See, but im trying."

"Yoshino! Please let me carry our child; please let me have a life with you.
If not Today then tomorrow! if not tomorrow then another day!"

As my arms clasp on his shoulder, looking sincerely into his eyes.

"Please...Yoshino...please stay...Im begging you."

Then he gently leans me closer, embracing me comfortably into his chest.
Hearing his heart beating, his tears soaking on my shirt. Then his deep sighs
as he cries before me.

He said in a gentle tune of words hearing it whisper in my ears.

"-sigh- Akuri, I love you."

On his chest, I felt him warm and replied in my soft voice.

"Yoshino, please let me spend a million days with you..."

"I love you, in my deepest."

Then in out of the blue, the bridge got unstable! Shaking the whole structure of the bridge. Yoshino is aware, as he pushed me backwards, falling me behind safely. The rusting ledge was dislodging and making where he sits not sturdy. Within my eyes, the world was turning slowly. Remembering every detail, the shock in his eyes worried. While seeing his arms trying to reach me, the time got slower suddenly trying to extend my hand forward cathing him. His starry green eyes are looking at me like a sudden, we took a sharp breath, seeing him fall backwards.

I failed to catch his hand; his expression was sending fear and yearnings. But we suddenly untangle our reach, but now im just hopelessly seeing him fall deeper. While the time feels slow-moving, his ring on his finger disconnected. It was the only thing that I only got while my eyes were in fear and regrets. My tears were falling, touching his face, dropping as everything turned silent. With my trembling sensation, my ears were ringing barley, hearing his scream.

Then I shout in a deep breath, with a painful tear inside my heart saying her name echoing one last time.

"Yoshiro!!"

[A week after the situation on a current day, in Kyoto, Japan 6:00 pm]

I...I honestly, don't even... want to die yet. But this pressure inside me is buried deep down already, I...can't carry it, anymore....by just remembering that reminiscing moment. That was the last day; I saw Yoshiro...Now I am on his memorial just casting seeing his photo framed on his casket. His soul wasn't blessed because society thought it was suicide, I gently approach his deceased body, and every step has this glimpse of memories. I wore his ring that I got on the final moment. A month ago, he showed me a book that he was keeping, although we gave it to someone. Wondering myself whats inside it. Then that day happened, he spends his months hidden from the eye of people. I was worried, anticipating for him to come back. As I am bringing myself closer, it was hurting me more. Seeing his beautiful face, laying under on his pillow. I guess now he found his peace. Then tears start to hang on my eyes as I look at him, breaking myself down once again. Splattering tears on the glass of his casket. I feel trembled and full of emotions, seeing his skin pale white, lips dried, as he closes his eyes sound silent. I gently put down my red roses, as my tears are dripping on its soft petals. 

I said in a coarsing grief, saying his name in pain
to he's deceased watching his face one last time.
wetting his glass with tears.

Yo...Yoshiro! Yoshiro! Wake up! Please!

Let us live a happy life! Please!

Let us carry our child! Yoshi...ro





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