If you knew, you wouldn't think so negatively
You've fell for their utterances
An I let you slip away
Because it didn't hurt seeing them love you the way I do
It hurt seeing you believe what they couldn't even make remotely true
In this theater I'm confined to the fetters of not trying an my father's neverminding
How I so eagerly wanted to learn Spanish, my dad didn't think it was wise
Just to benefit people I grew to despise
Before everything went south, I had 9 years...