.....Haal Mera Aisa Q h....
aaj Mera mnn kuch thik nhi h pta nahi kya hua h prr aaj bahut hi bechain sa hu mai. aaj itna achaa festival rakhi tha prr Mera mnn hamesha kuch na kuch soch rha tha . Mai saara din apne aap ko apni bahno ke saath busy rahne ki kosish krr rha tha prr pta nahi kya ho rha h mujh pe busy nahi rha jaata h. muje unke saath bss thodi Der hi achaa feel hua fir baad me muje achanak se akele rahne ka mnn hua or fir mai poora din bss akele hi rha . Mai chahe khud ko Kitna bhi busy rakhne ki kosis krta hu prr pta nahi mujh pe nahi rha jaata h busy. Mera padhne ka bhi mnn nhi krta h . muje pdhai krni h prr uski suruwat Mai nahi krr pa rha hu. pta nahi meri ye overthinking ki bimari sahi bhi ho gi ya nahi . qki aaj Mai ek aise insaan se mila jisne muje btaya ki mai 35 year tk kuch bhi krne ki kosis krr lu prr kabhi safal nahi ho paunga . Matlab ki 12 saal tk mai aise hi taklif me rahunga . pta nahi bhagwan mujh se kya chahte h . na to mrne de rahe h or na hi achee se jine de rhe h 😭😭.
prr iss me bhagwan bhi kya krr sakte h jb maine unnse during bna li to ab wo muje dukh to denge hi... 😭
khair koi na dekhte h kb tk aisa chlta rahega . ha agr jyada chlta rahega to fir mai nahi rahunga.. sun lo bhagwan ji 😭😭😭😭