Back then, when we were young enough to believe on whatever was told to us.. Even of the seeds growing in our stomachs... We were also told about gods of nature- Wind , Earth sky water etc..and we ought to believe...why would we not the epic serials of that time like Ramayan Mahabharath (many more) also proved are conjuncture and curiosity...When I was kid I also was on the same page...but a bit more curious to know where and how do they look like I would wish to see them some day....It was today...that I think I could feel the presence of what I had longed for back then as a kid..
The God of wind showed it's presence..it was 6 in the evening I believe He really had a bad day.. Or a heart break or not so good stomach.. It blew today like no body's business.. it took all the leaves to himself and why would he dump all the sand and the unwanted scrap to our homes... May be a way to showcase his Annoyance ... This made me realize we also sometimes dump few scrappy words on people when we are frustrated and may be they are not at any fault....Strange Irony.
He made noise.. We could here through are window.. Threw all those utensils out in the balcony and creating a ruckus the same way a furious wife would do to her drunken husband. He was really In agony I could feel.. It seemed like the agony was to the notch and letting out was equally important so that he could keep his mind right to think straight... Eventually his anger turned to tears... Same pinch I exclaimed.. When I cannot get frustrated at somebody I cry... I guess it was a case with him too. It rained.. It rained good... But the wind still blew as the anger did not vanish ,yet getting suppressed...
On such conditions we act back to calamities ( as we call) by load shading.. So as to prevent more destruction.. no electricity was an addition to our Adventure for that night..Well! We had an answer to this load shedding also "inverters".. But even it could not sustain .. It gave up its life in hours .. What could it do otherwise.. Unlike God's creation humans have limited versions of there inventions..
Then prevailed the dark night ,the sound of wind and the soothness ...It was about 6 hrs...no rain...the wind acted stubborn..At this moment overthinking was empowering him., Mind and the soul played their game..He could not let go..it might have been a situation so bad that he couldn't stop overthinking.... May be he did not give a chance to resolve it.. Speak it out to somebody... An Introvert may be... To many things to judge... But of course it was his situation to handle.. I was nobody to judge him or for that matter judge anybody.
It's 4 in the morning.. We all had sleep less nights... Even He did... But now the wind was really clam ...it subdued ...He felt better then before..... As we say Time is the medicine to all situations.. Was for Him too... He delt with it.. the situation he was in.. In his manner... Destruction, crying, agitation and all of that... But it is required sometimes to bring ourselves out again to a new day..For us in trouble we remember all God's in the heaven...Whom would he call...he has to do it himself to prove his identity as GOD.
Some of us have the same pattern, right!... We are furious,We Overthink, some are quiet. Some speak out some cry to keep it to themselves... But we get over it.. More stronger everytime with every situation... No matter how many times the situations come and go.. We have bad times and so did he... But I guess HE has a great tollerence power because his destruction are not that frequent as ours!.. However he has to mark his presence too... So I guess this was required... Every shade of our is... So was his... ..
The clock strikes 4 and Its cool and calm now...the house is breathing fresh and so is he... Destruction happened... May be the poor faced it... I guess He must be sorry for it or must be not.... Neither do we care when we act so.... Everything is going to work fine.... That is how He has planned for us so how would he not for him.
We all had our eyes closed .yet our lips inched a bit..feeling the freshness of wind on our respective faces was ecstatic..HE IS THERE...HE showed it to me... I felt His PRESENCE......And so did realized my presence too ..
I took the fresh breath in and released the toxic out with all the bordem fatigue and irritation of the situation now to witness the rising sun each day with my arms open and welcoming...