when the college bus arrived...I saw a strapping young fellow with new uniform came out of the college bus..his eyes shining like the sun shine and I felt like he was a prince..when I saw him I started to breath faster ..eyes strated to twinkle like the star in the sky..butterflies started to fly in my stomach and heart beats became faster and faster as he is passing near by me.At that day I am thinking about him..not yet get a good nap... all the day seeing him was the routine to me..he was taller than me...I am like a little kid as compared to his heights...every time I saw him, his beauty was increasing day by day...but I don't whether he had understood I am always behind him like a body guard..his smile is the most wonderful thing that I had saw in my life ,as a child with innocent smile.But I always think it was just a infatuation of a girl with age of twenty and also one thought that don't allow me to confess my love that I am his senior...thinking a senior girl proposing a junior boy.. ugh!!!no...I can't do that...and it always remained as the one side love ...each day I took a courage to tell him..that I love him,but when I saw him I was like ice melting before the fire..my courage will go and I can't face him straight..because I become introvert and shy before him..but days went ..and my love get stronger and stronger..I don't have a clear picture of him in my mind because I always notice without him to be know ....and always get confused by feeling whether it is true love or something.. it was the first time in my life getting feel likes this.. thinking about the person seriously...so I took a strong determination to confess my love ...I bought a flower to give him while confessing my love..when I reached his class..I heard students in his class were clapping and making sounds..the scene in class was something I can't accept..he is proposing a girl and all students are supporting it and the girl accept his proposal and they hug each other..my flower fell down and my eyes filled with tears..and I can't see anything...I moved to the washroom..and wipe my tears ..said to my heart..he is not for you..From that day onwards rather than my boyfriend I have him a place in my heart...my favourite junior...yes!!!!!my favourite junior.