how can u say u know how I feel, if u ain't even listened to how I feel, how can u claim I'm imagining being alone , like I am blind like what I see when I look around, aint empty chairs and invisible faces, cos I ain't seeing anybody, I'm alone, when my tears fall, no one is there to help me burryy sorrow, I am digging those holes on my own, I am facing my demons on my own, please don't tell me u know what I've been through and act like it's about u cos THIS TIME IT ISN'T AND IT WON'T BE, if someone is there for u, you would know it they wouldn't have to say it out loud, to feel they are doing right, cos what their actions provide is more then the withered lies, I take pride in my relationships I put in all and generally work out I'm stupid so after 17years of being nobody to ppl I thought was a somebody, will I final learn my lesson and find that strength to let go of this anger will I lose this taste, couldn't live give me something a little sweeter I'm sick of life tasting so bitter, I miss us, I miss you, u don't miss me, ur mr-fued if it wasn't for me would u even have the strength to live today honestly, this is the shit u may have to find answers to ur self, when ur alone u will be asking ur self questions and when ur with others probably justification would be ur first action, justify why u are this way to me try to make a reason as to why u ain't here for me and try to push the blame cos u looking like a bad guy latley but that's ON...