I just stood.Not like I didn't want to but I just couldn't. The tears didn't really left my eyes and this it was my fault.

I tried. I just couldn't understand why I couldn't, even when I see the peoples I had loved, leave this ground of sacred mortal that is filled with inhumantarian tactics, why didn't I cried when I understood that they are leaving me to an endless sleep?

I could feel the gaze of judgement and prejudice looking at me like I 'm an ungrateful rascal. But why?

Was it because that I stood rooted without a tear --Or because I am just a nobody who coincidentally stumbled upon luck?

As thousands of question swirled, I feel vulnerable even to answer just one. And what's even the point? With what price would I be rewarded if I answer --will it be a quiet death or an unbridled torture?

Why can't I grasp the meaning? Why is that only humans are called as the smartest creature? Is it because they could decide? A...