Imagine you sitting in a classroom with me, I'm in the 2nd seat in the front, the teacher is now talking about the new lesson that'll be used for this week, she saids itll be about DEPRESSION, you think to yourself, let's see how this will go. The teacher asks what is depression to you, a girl raises her hand and saids, "MMy phone being token" anand another saying "not having the bewest shoes", you flip and break your pencil and say, that's not depression, you say then what is depression to you, you look up and say, "you really wanna kknow what depression is?" She said yes, you say okay, here it is teach. Depression is not being able to defend my siblings from the abuse, my dad dose, my depression is not being able to be who I actually am, I have to always be ms.ms.perfect at school, but nobody actually knows, what I ho throught, I hate to admit it but I am depressed, depression dosent just come and go so quickly, it stays to haunt you forever , knowing this, I still try to push through it to the end even if I'm in pain just to provide for my family,I had to chose what I was gonna be when I was 12, and I had to chose if I was gonna defend them or join my abusive father, so I chose to defend, and that got me nowhere but that didnt mean that I was gonna give up, I got my ass to work and worked my fuckin ass off and guess what I still depressed, none of you know what it feels like to be depressed for 2 years and a half, I was raised a girl bit had to chose to be a boy becuase I was afraid that if I couldnt be who I was then I would be someone who had strength so I played a boy, when I was actually a girl and , I got my way, I know aam learning how to fight, so one day I can beat him up and show him that not everything will be fair anymore, I will punish him for what he did, my depression also invites anxiety, so anxiety can hold me to my bed and make me not wanna leave my house and I hate it, thatthat's all i gotta say, depression isnt easy, its it's something that anyone can have at any time so dondont think just becuase I have it hard, I dont k ow other people have it harder, I'm just not that selfish, so I jump in between people and there promblem, I will help you out, but I still wonder, who'll help me out?